And so, I decided to start from scratch....
It has been a very long time since I las draft an entry. And it was last posted on my old blogspot that I have just deleted. Gone were my old posts from my younger years which I was diligently posting during my active years of blogging.... From year 2008 to 2011. They were just old DETAILED memories, expressing mostly of my unhappiness and frustrations that was pent up inside of me....
But I could no longer associate myself with those entries any longer. They were mostly depressing, sad and angry, which was opposite to how I mostly feel in general. It was only a tool to allow me to express my negative feelings and energies that I had withheld deep within me. Just to allow me to stay sane...
However, those posts were not entirely honest as I withheld myself in check... Just to keep my fury in control... and there was a hint of hesitance in my writing: making it raw and not smooth when reading. Not to mention moments of pause which doesn't connect the paragraphs well.
Now, I decided to write again. And I pledge myself to write as honest as possible, regardless of my emotions... And to approach my posts with sufficient enthusiasm as I could muster within me. My growth over the years in terms of my writing as well as my maturity will be used well to enhance my posts moving forward...
Behold! I'm no longer a kid. For I am now OLD!!!
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